opening act

soo, i am a thinker. i am also a dreamer, a hard headed person, a fighter, a quiter, a lover & a fighter. point is, i am many things. i have come to realize that its hard trying to figure out WHO exactly i am. somedays i think i know what i want in life, other days i wonder "what in the hell was i thinking ???"

i have come to terms with a lot of things in 2010. its been a huge year for me & when i say "ME" i still wonder " who is ME"? like who am i ?? am i a 20yr old who wants to be independent to my core? somedays im all " i don't need a guy to be happy " but then reality hits and im not the hardass that i am in my mind and i realize just how lonely i am

truth be told, i think i am a person who can be completely emotionLESS @ all the wrong times & i hate myself for that sometimes. its like even in the saddest situations , i can distance myself from it & not even shed a tear, or think twice about it & i am pretty sure that cant be normal. but hey , what is normal anyway ???? im pretty sure that this post only makes sense in my twisted little head. but thats ok by me.

xoxo- blair